December 27, 2009

I think I really like this guy. I can tell by the way I’m writing.

If nothing else, he’s allowed me to completely let go of you, sir.

Today I wrote a couple of things, and then realized that they applied to our relationship (or the end of it).
They were about forgiveness, and the completeness of logic that would go with it. They were about humanity, and humanities flakiness, and how I’m okay with it all.

And all those silly myspace surveys that I fill out when I’m bored…
I’ll usually happen across a question like “Do you wish things were how they used to be?” and I’d say ‘yes’.

But today I found myself saying something I thought I’d never say.

The question was, “Do you wish you had someone back in your life?”
And instead of ‘Oh goodness yes, please’ I found myself saying, ‘I wouldn’t know where to put him.’

God bless you.
I still love you.